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how many have lost to prop me up?
behind me is a quarter century of investments that line by line define me and remind me that the 'me' you know is just a positive externality, the embodiment of an idealized society, and if life is at times a struggle for me it means that there are millions on their knees who cannot see how beautiful humanity could one day be
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id - ego
here lies, in peace
a body that deceased
in 1933
to me, in my 20s,
that’s the finite boundary between
history and antiquity
though less than a century has passed by so fleetingly
flying machines and terror scenes
are common now to me;
merged with technology
at an incomprehensible speed
booms create busts
but what if we
expanded our understanding of economy?
money becomes a machine
and big business, the monopoly queen
while humans are the driver
of a holocene-shaped guillotine
the serenity needed to steer it
has become obsolete
the next great leaders dissuaded by current regimes
(not by not enough choice,
but by the land of the free
where free means:
“like me,
or those before me")
dissent falls silent
or is it just defeat?
channelled 24/7 to these screens
when anomie leads to a generation in therapy
16 years of collective anxiety peaks
beauty queens on amphetamines
it’s getting to me
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and so I emerged on the other side of another winter, this year once again the victor
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the human machine
can choice transcend chemistry? energy and entropy are more measurable than me
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lines and layers / lies and lawyers
forgiveness is
taking a memory of a moment lived
and not withholding it
but exposing it
for what it truly is
(whether infinitesimal
or infinite)
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i slipped
I slipped, sleepless, through space and time
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in a crumbling culture of cynicism it pays not to hold on, but to let go
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we are all artists because all art is a symbolist's perspective and language though prescriptive is just an iteration of it
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an existential crisis,
the meaning of what life is;
my advice is, not to mask it with your vices
but to realize that what you have is priceless
and that you /are/ able to fight this
because the human mind is
an extraordinary machine
you just need to believe
(trust me)
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if i had a way to hypothesize the meaning of life i could perhaps define it with the laws of science but the problem of sentience is its shifting paradigms and the answers i require aren't often in a language i can transcribe
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demons and diamonds
foresight comes with a fear of the future and often the what-could-be outweighs my confidence in me but i’ve learned that the ceiling of my expectation is the lowest latitude of possibility and if i can feel it, it will be
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i know
imagine reality as an erratically revolving series of doorways that close only once you've passed through, the potentials of that second sealed and construed; what if, for one heartbeat, a path became visible between them and forward from you, forming a momentary synchronization of now and new - tell me, if you could see and shape the future, would you?
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in a world where dominance wins it is a sin to submit but to commit to a lifetime of spite and crime weighs heavy on the mind and i hypothesize that inside of everyone is one thin line, one seed of hope connecting all of mankind, and maybe the only way to find it is to be invoked 
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blinded by science
at last
we are approaching the apex of greatness
this past century, a lesson in success
i think of the progress i’ve witnessed -
in a fast paced universe
only the fittest are allowed to persist
in my mind i can find the seeds of the future
could i be crueller
to a mother whose nurture
allowed me to be?
4 billion years of preparation,
prudence and emulation
to produce me
how i long to see
the earth as she used to be:
untamed and free
but as in radioactivity
the daughter overcomes the parent eventually
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every day
i can hear the poetry
in the trees
the wind
passes between the leaves;
each forest an orchestra
performing just for me
over time i have learned many songs
on occasion, i can sing along
but everywhere i go, the instruments are unique
from the ocean’s edge to earth’s highest peaks
the beauty of evolution
is its convolution,
its desire for progress...
but i digress
because evolution is a process
not an entity
i always forget
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lemontea Featured By Owner Oct 5, 2015
Yep, same here. Just taking it easy. Anything new since August?
janetpants Featured By Owner Aug 10, 2015  Hobbyist Photographer
hey! not much ~
lemontea Featured By Owner Aug 1, 2015
Aloha! What's up?
oldmacman Featured By Owner Jan 15, 2014
Haha, thanks. I was hoping someone would hire me to someplace tropical. Vitamin D is so... practical lol.
PunkBunny84 Featured By Owner Jun 21, 2013
Oi oi and happy happy! Hope you have a kick ass day and what nots.....
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